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I wasn't feeling very alright at this very moment.
All i can say is that i'm feeling blue.

I guess i've been hiding all my feelings by myself until it kinda seems to explode at anytime.
Maybe i felt abit disappoint within myself, even if you ask what is the reason behind, i can give no answer to it.

I have been trying hard to hold back all those tears, thinking that it will be a wastage of time bothering about it.

I told myself to be strong & live my life on happily, but now the problem just lies with me, even i wanted to live my life happy, can i?

Perhaps i'm being insentive but who wouldn't if you were me?

I find it really easy to speak rather than to do, cos at end i'm always the one being deceived.

I'm trying to find the truth behind me, yet i guess the truth will never be revealed.

Everything was sweet in the past, but what about now?
The conversation just seems to be so blank & we're all keeping slient about it.
Will it still be the same like the past where we just laugh like nobody business & play like hell?

Also, trying to adapt my current life, i tried to fit into busy schedules so that i'll not think so much & always thought that maybe i just thinking too much.
But this time round, i can really felt the emptiness in us, don't you?

The moment i know that it doesn't go our way, i tried to save it, but did you even try or you just abandon me alone?

I dazed at ceiling today in work, thinking about should i just confront it or should i just keep it by myself.
And the tears just slide down my cheek, i have no idea what those tears are for, but it's just like a screw stucked my chest.
The more i wish to take the screw out, the more painful it is & all i can do is to endure the pain.
Sometimes, how i wish i can delete out all those bitter, agonizing memories & just save the sweet ones.

 Maybe it's time to say goodbye..

I found this video damn hilarious & creative :)
Go watch it @ http://youtube.com/watch?v=X8hBO3eWXIA

I'm being a couch potato right now & also munching away the pineapple tarts, heh.
I'm such a lazy bones, isn't it?

Anyway, you must be thinking why am i eating those new year pineapple tarts?
Cos i can't wait to eat it so i bought one bottle for myself, hahaha.
I think i gonna grow fat.

I just can't wait to eat those new year goodies, this includes bak gua, pineapple tarts, cornflakes cookies, sugi cookies, spicy prawn rolls & etc.
My two aunties who are very good at baking cookies will definitely ask us to try each & every cookies they made.

I also can't wait for the steamboat dinner, which includes my granny's delish cooking with my favourite abalone, prawn, curry chicken & etc.

Every year without fail, i'll be gambling with those aunties, uncles & my cousins, i guess this year too :)

3 weeks to chinese new year, i hope this year will be a great one.

Baby & I are going for dental check up on this coming thurs, i'm feeling so nervous.
I always detested on visiting the dentist, but this time round i have got no choice.
And visiting the dentist isn't that cheap, per check up with cleansing will be $50-$70.
I gonna do some filling which will cost about $60-$80, i shall pray hard that it will not hurts.

I used to visit dentist every month when i worn my braces, but now no longer so often.

Man, i just hate the drilling of the dental tools.

Looking at the spattering of raindrop, i wonder how should i get out of the house later?
Wondering why am i blogging at this hour? 
Yes i know i should be in the office at this hour, but i took medical leave as my tummy isn't feeling well since yesterday.
I gonna see a doctor later & i'm so lazy to go.

I took the painkiller yesterday, but it doesn't seems to take any effect.
And i realised that i have been taking quite alot of painkillers these few days, sigh.

Another 3 weeks to my birthday & baby asked if i wanna open any chalet or bbq, i told baby that it's just only 20th birthday so we just keep it short & simple.

I'll be taking leave on my birthday which is on monday & dine at waraku or ichiban boshi with baby & maybe get some new year stuffs.

Silly baby, you don't have to spend alot during my birthday, all i want is just your accompany will do :)

I'm now listening to apologize by timberland feat one republic, thumbs up :)